My grateful perfection

Hello everyone...i stare out my window, seeing the rain hit off the glass, as guilt fills my thoughts. Im guilty for not appreciating all my fortune,and greatness, i watch all the Christmas joy in many families hearts that all share one. Then, i look outside, and as im driving by i see a homeless family, and think to myself....wow im a shamed. A family with no roof, shelter, or food look helpless, and i feel that way if i don't get what i want. Today December 26, i see the real light of life, and what god has given me. I think about my great fortune, and all my great respect. I think of my family and friends, and everyone i know, how lucky i am of how many people who care about me, all these people love me, all these people respect...me. How can i ever feel sad when i have all this took look forward too? I will never let go of what i have built and seen...ever....and hold on my chain of memories and lock them in a box. Never will i shut a door on anyone, never let them feel lonely again, for im the one who has the power to console those feelings. Thanks everyone for all your support, it is because of you I reach the limit of happiness, I will never forget all that I have received! ^^

Merry Christmas +10 fan questions!

Why is your blog called TOTcity?                                                               

Well, when i was a child i used to watch a lot of totoro, i 

loved that movies so much! and so i shortened it to TOT,

and that is why its totcity! Of course, many people call me

that, because it sort of a pet name! Im in love with totoros

so check em' out!

What is your favorite thing to eat?

My favorite thing to eat is chicken with rice! I 

never get sick of it! It so good no matter where

you eat it!

What is your favorite movie
 My favorite movie is totoro, but i also have 

 another!! SpiritedAway i love that movie!

                                                                                                                                                                             

What are you grateful for?

Random, but im grateful for everyhting i have

i couldnt ask for more, because im am so fortunate

to have a loving family and you guys! It just makes

me smile!

What makes you smile?                                                                                                        

Special moments, because they are so sincere and              

you cant live without them, they help brighten

you day and help create memories!

Where have you always wanted to go? 

Daitokuji Temple in Kita-ku is a place i want to visit

because it seem so majestic and peaceful. Anne has visited there

and she says the place is liked to harmony in the nation, and

among it! It seems on magical and so real! On my bucket list!

What is the worst fail moment you ever had?                                                               

Well, this is embarrising, because i was 14 when this happen

so, it was my close friends birthday, and it was a suprise party!

So, i saw someone drive up, automatically assuming it was him, 

and i told everyone to get the music, and all the set up ready! And it 

was my brother!???!!!! How stupid and a huge fail! I got yelled up

afterwards!

What do you wish to accomplish?

My goal is to become a neuroligist and a successful one!                               

Im still studying, so i have a long way! But i hope i will prosper!!

What is your idea of christmas?

Good timing, and my idea of christmas is to be with friends and 

family, to create memories, to cherish life, and to help people

less fortunate.We dont celebrate with gifts,& i like that.

What is the scariest moment you ever had?

The scariest moment i ever had, was when i discovered my mom

was gravely ill. I cried when she was ill and cried when she got better! 

I love you mom. Dream a special one.

3 FAN QUESTIONS!

Hey guys!!!!! Srrryyyy!!!

I know I haven’t been answering all the questions. It is because I have been really busy! I know that seems like everyone’s excuse nowadays….but is true! My schedule is weighing me own!!!!!AHHRGG! I cant wait till our finals are over…so I have one less thing to worry about in the holidays! Its time for a fan questionS!!!

 What do you want to do in your future? ~JoyLee

When I was small I wanted o many things….I would say “mummy: I want to be a astronaut, a designer, a artist, a computer girl!” But guess what….I FAIL in all those things! Well honestly my future has not been determined yet. But of course, like all Asian families…your parents set up a career they want you to excel in! And mines is….drum roll please…..a doctor…what a shock! Yesh! A doctor…or pediatric you know something of that nature! I actually do like helping people, and learning about the body! So I guess ill try to meet their expectation! Great question….but lets read a new!

What is your favorite thing to do with your family&freinds? ~DaneilleThao

 Well….i love my friends and family…because they spell me out! They are amazing…and im not just saying that to be nice! My family is amazing….as I have already talked about…my mystic mom, my dynamic dad, and my belligerent brother (JK)! My friens are amazing as well!!!! They help me though everything! One of my favorite things ot o witht hem both is traveling! It is so much fun traveling…but even better when you get to spend it with people you love! I also love dancing with my friends and family, because they are creative, and spontaneous!  Other things I like to enjoi with them are… singing, playing sports, STUDYING, arguing, and of course annoying!....cause I do it A lot!

what is your favorite thing to do for Christmas? ~also Daneille Thao

 Christmas is a wonderful holiday, because it iis so cheerful and fun! My family does celebrate Christmas sometimes! You know decorating a tree, opening presents….but we don’t do that “formal” stuff! You know leaving cookies, having Christmas ham, singing, and playing in the snow (IT NEVER SNOWS), we don’t do all that, but my favorite thing to do is!!!!! Decorating and wrapping presents…..i know your probably like….”that’s the worst part” but no … I love it its so much fun! I love putting pretty paper on all the gist…then putting it under the tree…so it is so colorful! Again we don’t celebrate Christmas all the time…but when we do …its FUN!

i answered some questions YAY!!!!thanks guys! and i hope everyone good luck on finals...and everthing else...i also want to say an early HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my friend Elaine L.! Dream a awkward one!

Sharing Special Moments! FAN QUESTION

Well...its meh! Another fan question! YAY! 

"what are your favorite moments? and What made them so special?"~KicksRule12. 

Thanks for sending in a dance routine...and this question! I love special moments, because it makes life special....! One of my favorite moments occur when im hanging with my friends!!! One is particular! She is so funnuh!!!! Smart...and totally gorgeous...she loves to make me laugh!!!! &we have so many jokes! Well one moment i want to talk about is pretty weird! I used to crush on this guy...not anymore....teehee...and she had never seen him before...but heard all about him...because of my blabber mouth! One day i ATTEMPTED to show her...who he was...and he was turned around! and she says "well he has a nice butt"....lolz!!!! i just started laughing so much the guy noticed! *embarressed* but ...i couldn't help it it was so funnuh! I know this is when your like..."tot is such a weirdo" but its tru...i am ...*sighs*. These small moments make the best in friendship :)! Its a small moment...but a big smile(SANRIO!). Another time in my life where my favorite moments are born...are with my family! ESP...Granny tot! She is hilarious! she makes me smile...and cry...cause i get in trouble *sighs*. ANWYS....we make up funnuh names for people*shamed* and talk about people...and randomness as well!!!! Another freind i have also makes me smile everyday....she is a bit....well rude sometimes...but i love her. We make fun of "certain" people in or class...<srry> im shamed. we have a pet name for everyone in our class...so when we talk about them they dont know!!!!! i love her!....&we lagh a lot! That sounds mean...and im very sorry! The point im trying to get across is special moments are made with freinds and family...they are the people in your life that make your life complete...so go outside today and hug all your friends and family for this great deed!*srry lost track....where was i?*The best moments are made with family&freinds! Dont forget it. Dream a weird one!